I MISS YOU so very much. 

okay 6. 

i wish you were here right beside me.

really. you have no idea how much i miss you.

sometimes words, they really hurt so much. i don’t know what to feel. you are really spiteful with your actions & words sometimes when you are angry & might not mean some things you say & maybe you don’t know this but my heart does hurt with a stabbing pain that makes it gloomy in my eyes. maybe i am being sensitive over everything. i don’t know. words do hurt when they are said like that. i read a lot into words, & actions. maybe i am just acting up like i always do. it hurts when all i wanted to do was hold your hand. i miss you & I HATE WHEN WE FIGHT. i hate fighting. i am sorry for fighting. i am sorry for being so tired today. i hope we learn to have more patience & understanding for one another. i know how hard you try & i take it for granted sometimes. i am sorry.

i love you & you are beautiful, not only in pictures. you just are. 

the truth is we don’t know what tomorrow’s going to bring and the only thing we really have is right now. so don’t stay mad for too long. learn to forgive. love with all your heart. stay up all night. have fun. live your life the way you want to live it. don’t worry about people who don’t like you. cherish and appreciate the ones who do. just breathe and live life the way you want and you’ll be happy with and don’t let anyone tell you you’re doing it wrong.

rachell

12:45 AM

im dying

12:45 AM

you miss me not

12:45 AM

i misss you you knw

the alchemist

12:45 AM

dying to see me i know

rachell

12:45 AM

i very sad today

the alchemist

12:45 AM

hahahahaha

12:45 AM

sorry love

rachell

12:45 AM

how you know

the alchemist

12:45 AM

its my fault.

rachell

12:45 AM

so clever

12:46 AM

 ya la your fault what

12:46 AM

 then mine meh

12:46 AM

 hahaha

i screw up most of the time. i am sorry. what do you even see in me, cause whatever you see i can’t see in myself. 

yeah i am a hopeless romantic who thinks with m heart. ONLY with my heart. 

my heart misses you insanely. 

sorry about today, i screwed up. please forgive my wrongs, i do want to get it right sometimes. 

i love you GORGEOUS!

LOVE.

i missed you all this while. just so you know, i wished you were here all this while that i was. 

i am on my way back beautiful.